It's not loathing... well not all of it, anyway.
I just have to say, in relation to my last post (which was a very, very long time ago...), that I really, really despise American Airlines. I took AA back from MIT, and we were supposed to take off at 5pm. When I got there, however, I found out that the flight was delayed till 5:45. A 45 minute delay... not too bad, I can deal with that. What I am NOT ok with was the fact that we didn't go anywhere until 7pm!!! I mean... really.... a two hour flight? Victoria's flight was at 7:30 and she showed up at the airport before we even boarded!!!! I was so sadddd... but Google provided Logan with free internet, a fact that I am extremely happy with, because otherwise I would have drowned in boredom. Thank you, Google.
The most amusing thing? The delay was once again caused by a plane flying in from London. Deja vu? Yes.... but in the most terrible of manners. )<
Alright, ranting about incompetent airlines is finally finished. (: Moving on...
It's finally winter break! The first semester of college is over! (Only seven more left...) I have to say.... I think I really like it. College, I mean. Well, aside from the killer academics and the slightly-too-cold weather, MIT is freaking awesome! The people are so nice and talented... I don't think I've ever seen so many amazing people congregated in one place... It's amazing and wonderful and everything I really could have asked for.
One thing's for sure, however: "An education at MIT's like drinking from a firehose."
Man... it's a really big change from academics at Whitney.. Sure, I mean, Whitney was harder than most high schools... but, for example, I studied more for my first physics midterm at MIT than I had all my physics tests at Whitney... and I still failed. -____- It's quite the ego-deflator, let me tell you that! At the very least, I passed all my classes!!! So happy about that! Well actually I don't know about my HASS class yet... But that's just sad if I fail my humanities class after passing everything else... -____-...So hopefully I passed. (: That's the good news. hehehe
So right now I'm in this interesting limbo between ridiculously happy and really really sad... Passing my classes made my day!! Visiting Whitney again and seeing everyone again was really fun(: (Although I have to admit I don't know how to act around him anymore... but that can be a story saved for sometime else... hahaha) But then at the same time... I dunno. It was a really big disappointment.
It's been bothering us for a really long time, and I don't really know how to feel about it anymore. I honestly thought I was apathetic and only angry because WC were angry.. But then they told me of the success story when they visited, and then I actually felt hope! Maybe my little talk actually did something useful?! But then when he sort of failed today I felt really really sad... This shouldn't bother me that much.
Should I have said bye today when he walked away? Are we just overreacting? I don't know. I just know that it really shouldn't hurt this much. I shouldn't care so much. Isn't it all "pointless" anyway?
There's something wrong with me because I think I feel like crying.
Stupid stupid blahhh.... Damn you for making me feel this way...
And the other one... isn't happening. NO. I REFUSE. I am not going to miss you at all this winter break. )< In fact, I'm not gonna think about it at all.
Ha. Take that.
Dear TOP,
Teach me how not to care about things I don't want to care about. It hurts less that way.
Your very happy about passing and being home but waaayyy more depressed about other things than she should be,
[redacted] hehehhehe
I just have to say, in relation to my last post (which was a very, very long time ago...), that I really, really despise American Airlines. I took AA back from MIT, and we were supposed to take off at 5pm. When I got there, however, I found out that the flight was delayed till 5:45. A 45 minute delay... not too bad, I can deal with that. What I am NOT ok with was the fact that we didn't go anywhere until 7pm!!! I mean... really.... a two hour flight? Victoria's flight was at 7:30 and she showed up at the airport before we even boarded!!!! I was so sadddd... but Google provided Logan with free internet, a fact that I am extremely happy with, because otherwise I would have drowned in boredom. Thank you, Google.
The most amusing thing? The delay was once again caused by a plane flying in from London. Deja vu? Yes.... but in the most terrible of manners. )<
Alright, ranting about incompetent airlines is finally finished. (: Moving on...
It's finally winter break! The first semester of college is over! (Only seven more left...) I have to say.... I think I really like it. College, I mean. Well, aside from the killer academics and the slightly-too-cold weather, MIT is freaking awesome! The people are so nice and talented... I don't think I've ever seen so many amazing people congregated in one place... It's amazing and wonderful and everything I really could have asked for.
One thing's for sure, however: "An education at MIT's like drinking from a firehose."
Man... it's a really big change from academics at Whitney.. Sure, I mean, Whitney was harder than most high schools... but, for example, I studied more for my first physics midterm at MIT than I had all my physics tests at Whitney... and I still failed. -____- It's quite the ego-deflator, let me tell you that! At the very least, I passed all my classes!!! So happy about that! Well actually I don't know about my HASS class yet... But that's just sad if I fail my humanities class after passing everything else... -____-...So hopefully I passed. (: That's the good news. hehehe
So right now I'm in this interesting limbo between ridiculously happy and really really sad... Passing my classes made my day!! Visiting Whitney again and seeing everyone again was really fun(: (Although I have to admit I don't know how to act around him anymore... but that can be a story saved for sometime else... hahaha) But then at the same time... I dunno. It was a really big disappointment.
It's been bothering us for a really long time, and I don't really know how to feel about it anymore. I honestly thought I was apathetic and only angry because WC were angry.. But then they told me of the success story when they visited, and then I actually felt hope! Maybe my little talk actually did something useful?! But then when he sort of failed today I felt really really sad... This shouldn't bother me that much.
Should I have said bye today when he walked away? Are we just overreacting? I don't know. I just know that it really shouldn't hurt this much. I shouldn't care so much. Isn't it all "pointless" anyway?
There's something wrong with me because I think I feel like crying.
Stupid stupid blahhh.... Damn you for making me feel this way...
And the other one... isn't happening. NO. I REFUSE. I am not going to miss you at all this winter break. )< In fact, I'm not gonna think about it at all.
Ha. Take that.
Dear TOP,
Teach me how not to care about things I don't want to care about. It hurts less that way.
Your very happy about passing and being home but waaayyy more depressed about other things than she should be,
[redacted] hehehhehe
1 comment:
the sun will come out... tomorrow
i wish you luck in all your endeavors.
and i wish you would tell me some things, but i guess it makes sense when i don't tell you anything either. :( hugs.
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