Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Yeah I'm a stalker. Blame Jodie.

So I was reading everyone's blogs (yeah Jodie totally your fault), and I realized that WOW my blog/livejournal entries are so... lame and totally not introspective. They're more like diary entries to inform myself of how my life is going. -______-

Oh well. One day I'll read this again and be like WOW I was such a stupid person.

And then maybe relive some great memories. Maybe.:)

So I just wrote in my lj the other day, and now I really have nothing to say here. -______- Dang it, keeping up with two blogs is kinda tiring. Hahaha:D

OH! Sort of not really angstyish time!! :D:D:D

So I was thinking the other day about how I'm going to be going to MIT, and I realized "well damn that's kind of on the other side of the continent," and I got to thinking about it. MIT is so far away from home; it's so far away from everyone that I love. That makes me sad. D: Thinking about how I'm going to be so far away-- it got me thinking about how I'm going to keep in touch with people (I'm really bad at that. - -) and how I'm going to cope with going somewhere where I know no one-- where I'm completely on my own if an emergency happens-- where I can't play with friends and family until winter, and even then only for a couple of weeks.

I can only imagine this is just a fraction of how my parents felt when they were the only ones coming to America from China. -_____-

It's ok. Hopefully I can make more friends. Hopefully I can find it in myself to entertain myself long enough so I don't go stalking people online and stopping them from studying (HAHA although I'm going to do that anyway). Maybe then I'll finally get a webcam HAHA. :D

HOPEFULLY VICTORIA MAKES IT INTO MIT AND USES HER SUPER CONNECTIONS TO MAKE US ROOMMATES RIGHT VICTORIA YEAH THAT'S WHAT I THOUGHT.

And wow writing that felt really weird. O_o

So my mom bought this gigantic 6-pound pack of pretzels from costco today. It's sitting over there on the desk and everytime I glance at it I can't help but giggle. Teehee<3 br="br">
Oh! I got an itouch recently! :D The games are quite fun HOHOHO. TapTapRevenge is my new obsession. Except I can't play anything but the hardest hards and up or else I get bored. - - Dammit.

THE BIG BANG THEORY! AND FRIENDS! Good stuff. :)

And now I'm going to get more tea. And then watch some Johnny Depp lover? Maybe? :D (Dammit Wendy I REALLY hang out with you too much-___________-) And then play some more iTouch? And then consider sleeping.

I think I'm becoming nocturnal. My average sleeping time is 3AM now. Ok time to conform and reset your internal clock. Really. -_______-

Sunday, December 7, 2008

Confusion

So this thing completely befuddles me. I got tired of the dots, and then I decided to change it, so I made it this blue thing, and now I really have nothing to write about. Let's think. hmmmm...

I'm becoming nocturnal. I seriously sleep later than 1am every day. That is horrible. I shall stop doing that really really soon. Like, today. Because I've recently realized how much I like my sleep.

I've also started reading Skip Beat. AHAHHAH SO FUNNY. It's actually pretty good. I kinda like it heeheehee.

Anyway, I have a math test tomorrow, which I am totally going to fail, so I should go play piano and not keep writing this.

I don't even think anyone knows this blog exists. HAHAHA:D