I wrote this song about you

...no I didn't, but that is the song I'm listening to right now. But I digress.

Although, technically, my blogs never have a point, so I can't really digress, but whatever.

Anyway, I was supposed to play today, but then my mom made me feel guilty by pulling out the whole "you never spend time with me!" argument, so I played a little and then came home for dinner. Unfortunately, now that I am spending time at home, I am also terrifically bored.

Oh look, "Second Chance." I like this song too! Of course I do-- why else would it be on my favorites playlist? I'm a flipping genius.

But now I forgot what I was about to say. It's alright. Let's move on to a new topic.

So many things have happened since my last entry. AP tests (both of which were RIDICULOUSLY HARD. Seriously. I had to leave one free response blank on each one. One entire free response question. Weep weep.), retreat, International Day, and of course, the subject that probably isn't the best to record online. HAHA. One day I'm going to be reading this and have absolutely no idea what I mean. Hopefully it's way into old age, where I'm potentially losing my mind anyway.

Well, seeing as AP tests are horrifically boring topics, we shall move on to retreat! It was alright, I think. It was super dusty, and the cabins were tiny, but seriously, everyone knew it was camping. I was actually expecting worse! At least the showers were good. People really need to stop complaining so much. -___- That, I must admit, was very annoying. If you don't like camping, don't come. Don't come and annoy everyone else with your constant complaints. Entirely too negative, that might have been what it was.

There was also mild drama during retreat. That was quite.... interesting. I can't believe it involved sleeping habits. -________- I still don't believe that anyone would go to retreat just to sleep, but I guess both sides were wrong. Wrong to stay up late when some of the cabin wanted to sleep (I swear it wasn't a majority), and wrong to call up another friend to rant. Also wrong to rant loudly in the morning and then slam the door on sleeping people while screaming certain phrases. Also wrong to standby and rant but not do anything to prevent said argument, in my case. But it's alright. That's what happens with 12 girls on pms/periods are stuffed in a cabin in the middle of the wild. Chaos!

Aside from those unpleasantries, however, I have discovered that I rather enjoy archery! It's fun. Even if I now have a giant bruise on my arm. Horseshoe throwing is also surprisingly fun... Glonchak and Z are so good at it. -_____- Freaking amazing. Oh well.

I'm so easily... i dunno. Emotional these days. It's so easy to make me emo, I don't even know why. -_____- Also very tired. sighs. There's too much to think about these days.

It's ok. All that's important is smile. All I've got to do is smile, and everything will be ok!

If I believe that enough, I'm sure it will definitely come true.

Because life is so much nicer with a smile and a laugh!

And my, that wasn't a cheezy way to end this at all.

What a bad person I am.
Oh well.